So first of all I would like to apologize for the lack of posts lately. My wonderful fiance and I will be getting married August 1st, 2015 and things have been crazy. Now when planning a wedding for not one but two people with chronic conditions it can feel like a huge game of chance. Luckily I have had a lot of help from both our mothers and an amazing MOH who has helped plan for everything imaginable. I’m looking forward to a nice relaxing honeymoon and some time with my new husband.
Hands, they matter. You would think this would go without saying however in the last two months my hands have been the biggest party poopers ever. Not only are all my fingers almost entirely numb but I keep dropping things due to the fact that I can’t feel how much pressure I’m applying when gripping something. So yesterday I went to see my neurologist for my botox injections and while getting them told her what was going on. At first she was a little vague saying it could be a lot of things and not to worry. She had a knowing look on her face that gave me the impression that she had a more specific idea of what could be causing this. After a bit of prodding she told me she thinks it could be a few things, the most likely being neuropathy due to rheumatoid arthritis. She explained that most RA patients eventually develop peripheral neuropathy due to the inflammation of the vessels in the hands and feet. She didn’t want to put me through a neuropathy test 10 days before the wedding so I will be going back in a month for some extensive testing. She did say that if I am just now developing neuropathy it could be a sign that my RA is less well controlled than we previously thought. Between that and the issues with my foot [also tied to RA] signs point to me possibly no longer being in remission. That being said just over a week ago I saw my rheumatologist who told me that my hand numbness wasn’t her department. She did however strongly agree with my upcoming foot operation but warned that it would not be an easy recovery. I will post updates as information rolls in.